A Letter to Christopher

Dear Christopher, December 4, 2019 Happy 3 months! We made it through 3 months. It’s been a crazy 3 months. We got to know each other really fast and I’m grateful for all we experienced together. It set up a good foundation of trust and cooperation between us. We know we can handle stress together and not take it out on each other. That is a great thing to know! I am so incredibly happy with you. You light me up with your smile and great sense of humor. I love that we can be young and lighthearted together, even in times of stress. Thank you for being so good with Angel. Thank you for your rock solid support. Thank you for rubbing my back. Thank you for getting up in the night to keep the fire going. Thank you for building a warm cozy home and sharing with us.…

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A Letter To Christopher

Almost everyday I write a letter to Christopher. Here is this mornings. Dear Christopher, December 3, 2019 I was floating on my back in the hot tub this morning. The…

Resisting Hopelessness

Dear Diary and Friends, The trees are my constant reminder to be in a place of non resistance. The trees laugh and dance as they bend and sway with the…

The Pain is All in My Head

Dear Diary and Friends, I came home from work Tuesday night feeling intense pain in my stomach. It had been a long day, I was glad to be home and…

A Letter to Emil

Dear Emil, Thank you for your kindness. I have done an incredible amount of healing since I saw you last. I’m wondering if you have been continuing to do light…

Blissed Out

Dear Diary and Friends, Basking in the sun on the floor I’m drifting in and out of consciousness, sort of in a trance. My hands start to move across my…

Healing

Dear Diary and Friends, This past week I’ve spent most of my time in the woods. Parts of me that I didn’t know needed healed are healing. The vibration from…

My Light is Enough

Dear Diary and Friends, Good morning. It’s a brand new 24 hours. Breathe you are alive! When I fully released believing what other people say about me. I fell madly…

Christopher Robin and the 100 acre woods.

Dear Diary and Friends, The trees breathe my breath. Watching the leaves dance in the breeze tickles me in all my places of joy. The clouds laugh playfully as they…