Resisting Hopelessness

Dear Diary and Friends, The trees are my constant reminder to be in a place of non resistance. The trees laugh and dance as they bend and sway with the wind. It’s beautiful to watch. So much has happened this month that I’m not sure what I want to write about. Christopher and I have been dating two months. It seems much longer. He is so familiar to me and I have complete clarity knowing that I am with the right person. I keep getting confirmations. We experienced a trauma together a couple of weeks ago. A trauma that bonded Christopher and Angel and was a big test for our relationship. I wasn’t sure how well we would handle it with our relationship being so new. I am really really impressed by how well Christopher handled it. I’m actually really impressed by how well we both handled it. It was…

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The Pain is All in My Head

Dear Diary and Friends, I came home from work Tuesday night feeling intense pain in my stomach. It had been a long day, I was glad to be home and…

A Letter to Emil

Dear Emil, Thank you for your kindness. I have done an incredible amount of healing since I saw you last. I’m wondering if you have been continuing to do light…

Blissed Out

Dear Diary and Friends, Basking in the sun on the floor I’m drifting in and out of consciousness, sort of in a trance. My hands start to move across my…

Healing

Dear Diary and Friends, This past week I’ve spent most of my time in the woods. Parts of me that I didn’t know needed healed are healing. The vibration from…

My Light is Enough

Dear Diary and Friends, Good morning. It’s a brand new 24 hours. Breathe you are alive! When I fully released believing what other people say about me. I fell madly…

Christopher Robin and the 100 acre woods.

Dear Diary and Friends, The trees breathe my breath. Watching the leaves dance in the breeze tickles me in all my places of joy. The clouds laugh playfully as they…

Falling In Love

Dear Diary and Friends, A week ago I let go of a relationship that wasn’t working. It drained me of my vibrant energy. The Holy Spirit had told me to…