Loving My Anger

Dear Diary and Friends, Yesterday morning I woke up feeling angry. The angry unconscious thoughts had been pestering me for weeks. They went something like this, “Christopher never asks me anything about myself. He is not interested in me. When I ask Angel and Christopher what they are grateful for at supper, he rarely if ever asks the same of me, though Angel who’s five years old will ask in return. Christopher never asks me how I slept, how work went, did I have any awakenings lately, etc…all things I ask him daily. Therefore, Christopher is clearly not interested in me.” These unconscious thoughts had been persisting even though I kept pushing them away as foolishness. “What we resist persists”. I decided yesterday to transform this old unconscious thought pattern once and for all. I know that what I perceive others doing to me is really me doing to myself.…

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I Choose Life

Tuesday evening I drove to “Faith in Wellness Center” in Waller Texas. It is an hour and 20 minute drive. I have been going to a monthly class there for…

I Reclaim My Health!

Christopher and I do not own a TV and would rather sit outside in nature than be inside staring at a screen. Then a couple of months ago I bought…

A Letter to Christopher

Dear Christopher, Good morning! Happy Monday. I am grateful to be heading home tomorrow. It will be so nice being home. Our home is paradise. Sometimes I have to leave…

Hello Bitch 😄

I debated whether to title this blog post with a loud harsh energy. I thought it could be a gentler title since it is about my sons wedding and it…

A Letter to Christopher

Dear Christopher, I am so grateful for you.Thank you for being supportive.I enjoy having freedom to go on adventures.Thank you for taking care of our little farm while I am…

Grandpas funeral: a Letter to Christopher.

Dear Christopher,I am joyfully packing up to start heading home. I look forward to giving you a big squeezy hug and smelling you for a good 5 minutes.Here are some…

A day in the Mountains: a Letter to Christopher

Dear Christopher,Good morning!I am grateful for a day in the mountains yesterday. It’s been a while since I’ve driven on mountain roads. I found myself getting tense and nervous about…

A Letter to Christopher

Dear Christopher,Good morning cutie pants! I slept very well last night. It is 43 degrees here this morning, 66 is the high…brrrr! 😄I am looking forward to arriving at my…