Processing Fear
Monday August 12, 2024, Dear Diary, I woke up at 5:30 AM and wrote my blog. At 6:18 AM Tracey’s send me his morning gratitudes: Good morning beautiful🌻🌞 I am grateful…
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Monday August 12, 2024, Dear Diary, I woke up at 5:30 AM and wrote my blog. At 6:18 AM Tracey’s send me his morning gratitudes: Good morning beautiful🌻🌞 I am grateful…
Sunday August 11, 2024 Dear Diary, I woke up at 6 AM. I let out the ducks, chickens and geese. I called Tracey and we said our good mornings. Then…
Saturday August 10, 2024 Dear Diary, I woke up at 4 AM and wrote my blog until 6:30 AM. Tracey woke up at around 4:30 AM. He got up, made…
Friday August 8, 2024 Dear Diary, I woke up at 5:30 AM. I had slept good but still felt tired from going to sleep so late. Tracey got up to…
Thursday August 8, 2024 Dear Diary, I woke up at 5:30 AM. I wrote my blog until 6:45 AM. I sent Tracey a good morning message sharing my gratitudes. They…
Wednesday, August 7, 2024 Dear Diary, I woke up at 3:30 AM and wrote my blog until 5 AM. Facebook still hadn’t loaded up the video that I had started…
Tuesday, August 6, 2024 Dear Diary, I woke up at 3 AM. I wrote my blog until 7:30 AM. I took a break from riding at about 6 AM and…
Saturday August 3, 2024 Dear Diary, I woke up at 4 AM. Tracey was asleep on the floor. I asked him if he wanted to get in bed. He crawled…
Wednesday July 31, 2024 Dear Diary, I woke up at 4 AM. Tracey was awake and we laid in bed next to each other. I wrote my blog and we…
Tuesday July 30, 2024 Dear Diary, Woke at 6 AM and wrote my blog until 6:30 AM. I called Tracey and we said our good mornings. Angel woke up and went…
Sunday, July 28, 2024 Dear Diary, I woke up at 4:15 AM. I saw that I had a text from Tracey and I called him. We talked until 5:30 AM.…
Saturday July 27, 2024 Dear Diary, I woke up at 2 am and wrote my blog. I wasn’t able to get to sleep again until 5am. I woke up again…
Friday, July 26, 2024 Dear Diary, I woke up at 5:30 AM. I prayed my gratitudes: I wrote my blog until 7 AM. I had the front door open for…
Thursday July 25, 2024 Dear Diary, I woke up at 4am. I wrote my blog until 6:30 am. I was writing about something Tracey had said and I couldn’t remember…
Wednesday July 24, 2024 Dear Diary, I woke up at 4:30 AM and wrote my blog until 6 AM. Then I did a full body relaxation session and prayed my…
Tuesday July 23, 2024 Dear Diary, I woke up at 3 AM. I wrote my blog until 4:45 AM. I did a full body relaxation session and went to sleep…
Monday July 22, 2024 Dear Diary, I woke up at 2:30AM. I wrote my blog and went back to sleep at 4 AM. I woke up again at 5:30 AM.…
Sunday, July 21, 2024 Dear diary I woke up at 5 AM. I wrote my blog for a while, then I let out the chickens, ducks and geese. I laid…
Saturday July 20, 2024 Dear Diary, I woke up at 11:15 AM and suddenly I was filled with fear. The fear was huge. So many what if’s ran through my…
Friday July 19, 2024 Dear Diary, I woke up at 4:30 AM. I wrote my blog and at around 6 AM, I let the birds out. I fell back asleep…
Thursday July 18, 2024 Dear Diary, I woke up at 1:30 AM. I wrote my blog and posted it. My mind was racing and I couldn’t fall asleep again. I…
Wednesday July 17, 2024 Dear Diary, I woke up at 5:44 AM. I jumped out of bed. I was supposed to have left at 5:30 AM to get farm sitting…
Tuesday July 16, 2024 Dear Diary, Woke up at 3:30 AM. I laid in the hammock meditating and breathing. At 4:30 AM I got up to use the bathroom. I…
Monday, July 15, 2024 Dear Diary, I woke up at 5:30 AM. I had slept deeply. I finished editing and writing my blog. I had completed three days of blog…
Friday, July 12, 2024 Dear Diary, I woke up at 6:30 AM. I slept so good in the hammock. I want to start sleeping in the hammock again. When Angel…
Thursday, July 11, 2024 Dear diary I woke up at 6:45 AM. It was so wonderful to sleep in. I could hear the birds squawking in their coops wanting to…
Tuesday, July 9, 2024 Dear diary, I woke up at 3:30 AM and wrote my blog until 4:15 AM. I woke Angel up and we went in the house so…
Monday, July 8, 2024 Dear Diary, I woke up at midnight and checked on Healer. He seemed to be doing OK. I fell asleep again at 1 am. I woke…
Sunday July 7, 2024 Dear Diary, I woke up at 5 AM. I went in the house and used the bathroom. Christopher was just getting up and I told him…
Saturday June 6, 2024 Dear Diary, I woke up at 3 AM, I fell asleep again at 4 AM. I woke up again at 5 AM. I woke Angel up…