Sunday April 6, 2025
Dear Diary,
Good morning God,
- Thank you for this day.
- Thank you for slow paced mornings.
- Thank you for juice.
- Thank you for insights.
- Thank you for heart connections.
- Thank you for love.
I love you!
I awoke at 7 AM. It felt different with Angel not being here since she stayed the night at my sisters. I got up and took a long hot shower. I received a lot of insights while I was showering. The first one was when I turned my head and water went in my ear and wouldn’t come out. I immediately received a knowing that I was being reminded to listen. Then I received clarity about speaking what I am. Every morning I have a few friends that I send a good morning text to. I individually ask each person how they are doing and they ask me. I respond by saying, “I am wonderful”, because even if I’m having a difficult time, the truth is..I am still wonderful in Gods eyes. I found that by writing to my friend “I am wonderful” everyday, I began to feel wonderful most of the time…even on hard days, I felt wonderful being a human, having human experiences. Recently, within the past few weeks I started responding to my good-morning friends saying “I am victorious”. One day I got to thinking about my name being Victoria and every time I tell someone “I am Victoria” then really I’m saying “I am victorious”. I decided to put it out there consciously and started responding that way. I found after a few days after saying “I am victorious”, I began feeling victorious most of the time.
I called Aaron to share with him some of my insights and he jumped right on board, expanding on my insights while sharing some his own. We both are in a place of feeling the brightness of our own light shine and our individual lights put together make a big bright glowing light of clarity and consciousness.
I got off the phone and sat in the morning sun and wrote my blog. While waiting for pictures to load, I made tea and then I made some fresh juice. I love fruit, it’s so bright and colorful and smells heavenly. The energy from fruit makes my body feel amazing when I eat it. Fruit is love. The juice I made had yellow pineapple, red apples and oranges carrots. The yellow, red and orange mixed together made a brilliant orange color when made into juice. All those bright colors brought me an incredible amount of joy. Maybe I could start selling fresh juice…hmmm.
After my pictures were loaded. I added them to my blog and posted it. Then I got ready for church. It was potluck Sunday and I didn’t have anything made so I put some mandarin oranges in a bowl the neighbor lady had brought over. It was a pretty bowl and the oranges looked nice sitting in it. I felt grateful for my neighbor lady bringing me the bowl. She had asked me yesterday if I needed a bowl and I told her that I had plenty of bowls and didn’t need anymore. She brought over tomatoes later in the day and they were in the bowl. She had figured out a way to give me the bowl anyway and I was grateful because she really wanted to give it to me and giving is receiving.
I carried the bowl of oranges with me and walked to my older sisters to get Angel. She finished getting ready and rode her bicycle while I walked to church. The singing at church was fantastic and so was the sermon. One of the messages I received from the sermon was: our gifts and talents have a dark side and we get to choose to use them for light or darkness. I could clearly see both sides when I thought about my gifts and talents. It feels much better for me to use them for light. Using them for darkness just brings suffering to myself and everyone around me.
I enjoyed socializing at the potluck after church. Then we went home, I got my bicycle and we rode over to Aaron’s. We spent the afternoon outside, sitting in the sun and talking with the neighbors that were also outside. Angel and I had a race on our bicycles. She made up the rule that if she won, I would take her over to the merry-go-round. I was sure that I would win so I agreed. We took off and I was easily in the lead, then Angel passed me and I couldn’t get ahead of her again even though I was peddling as fast as I could. When I saw that I had no chance and Angel was going to win, I started laughing. I was laughing so much that I could barely stay on my bicycle.
Angel was excited that she won and Aaron joined us going over to the merry-go-round. Another kid showed up and Angel and him were instant friends. The kids played while Aaron and I pushed them on the merry-go-round and talked. At one point the kids challenged me to a foot race. I accepted, sure that I would win. We took off running and even though I was running as fast as I could, somehow I came in last. I laughed and laughed about that.
It was getting later in the day and Angel and I went home. I fed Angel dinner and we played a few rounds of a game called Suspend. I walked to the grocery store and got some dog food. Then I took a long hot shower. Angel took a shower after me and we got ready for bed. I called my boys and talked to them. When I got off the phone, I put on a sleep meditation and wrote my blog notes. We went to sleep at around 8:45 pm.
Thank you for reading my blog and being a part of my life. I appreciate you.
Love, Victoria
P. S. This blog post was inspired by the Holy Spirit.
P. S. S. This was Sunday. A little has happened since then. Stay tuned.