Clarity: Today’s Letter to Christopher

Dear Christopher, December 8, 2019 It was magical last night coming home on the 4 wheeler, with the moon so bright and the stars, fresh air and trees. I felt…

A Day Off: Letter to Christopher

Dear Christopher, December 7, 2019 I am feeling so much better today. I’m very very grateful for your support in the decisions I make for what I need to do…

Depression: A Letter to Christopher

Dear Christopher, December 6, 2019. I didn’t expect to wake up with debilitating depression yesterday morning. It seems to be lifting today. I’m glad that it is ending. It was…

A Letter to Christopher

Dear Christopher, December 4, 2019 Happy 3 months! We made it through 3 months. It’s been a crazy 3 months. We got to know each other really fast and I’m…

A Letter To Christopher

Almost everyday I write a letter to Christopher. Here is this mornings. Dear Christopher, December 3, 2019 I was floating on my back in the hot tub this morning. The…

Resisting Hopelessness

Dear Diary and Friends, The trees are my constant reminder to be in a place of non resistance. The trees laugh and dance as they bend and sway with the…

The Pain is All in My Head

Dear Diary and Friends, I came home from work Tuesday night feeling intense pain in my stomach. It had been a long day, I was glad to be home and…

A Letter to Emil

Dear Emil, Thank you for your kindness. I have done an incredible amount of healing since I saw you last. I’m wondering if you have been continuing to do light…

Blissed Out

Dear Diary and Friends, Basking in the sun on the floor I’m drifting in and out of consciousness, sort of in a trance. My hands start to move across my…

Healing

Dear Diary and Friends, This past week I’ve spent most of my time in the woods. Parts of me that I didn’t know needed healed are healing. The vibration from…

My Light is Enough

Dear Diary and Friends, Good morning. It’s a brand new 24 hours. Breathe you are alive! When I fully released believing what other people say about me. I fell madly…

Christopher Robin and the 100 acre woods.

Dear Diary and Friends, The trees breathe my breath. Watching the leaves dance in the breeze tickles me in all my places of joy. The clouds laugh playfully as they…

Falling In Love

Dear Diary and Friends, A week ago I let go of a relationship that wasn’t working. It drained me of my vibrant energy. The Holy Spirit had told me to…

Our Day

Update from my last blog on scabies. They are officially gone! Yay! Dear diary and friends, Yesterday I woke up at 3am. I read for a while, started a load…

Scabies…the parasite from hell.

Last week on Thursday morning I notice a very itchy rash breaking out on my wrist. It became worse as the day progressed and quickly spread to both arms and…

An Unclear Path

I woke up at 6am. I was having a fun dream and it was a slow easy wake up switching between dream and awake. When I became fully awake I…

Blissfully Disconnected

Yesterday I went on a walk with my clients dog Charlie. It was a beautiful 75 degree day. The sun was shining bright. Often I am filled with joy and…

A Visitor in My Dream

Last night my dad visited my dream. It’s always so nice to talk to him. I feel him with me often as I go about my life, usually I feel…